Friday, November 29, 2013

Flint, MI

HURLEY MED CENTER: 8TY, might decrease to 6 because they are trying to expand their IM program.

Weird fact: They made us try on Lab coats.

Pros
-H1B possible, they need Step3 at the time of match/visa app. The PC said Step 3 scores do not matter when it comes to being ranked.
-Level 1 trauma, Level 2 peds ICU, Level 3 NICU. VERY SICK KIDS HERE.
-No research requirements/Just present one poster or paper
-1 noon conf presentation/year is mandatory.
-Attendings/Residents easy to work with
-Patient pop: mostly uninsured. 'Hurley is the Cook County of Michigan'. Most patients are teaching patients. No heavy involvement in private patients.
-ED rotation: Adult (level 1 trauma) and Peds. Can play around with FAST. First responders. Central lines, several. Intubations.
-Resident autonomy +++. Once they trust you, you can drive the plan.
-Great Lib: nice interiors, great selection, available online, open 24/7 but librarians only around certain hours. Can come in and read anytime. Comfy chairs to take a nap.
-4 blocks electives: Anes, Surg, CCU, Cardio, Nephro, Radio, Pulm Med. MOST SPECIALTIES are run by private attendings who like to teach. But no central referral service. So working with private attendings on Cardio month. High level of autonomy for same reasons.
-ED 19 shifts/month, 10 hour shifts
- Housing on campus: $300/month for upto 9 months. Personal room and bathroom, shared kitchen
-Can do ICU elective: On electives, weekends off and not on call schedule.
-Intern cap in general ~5 patients
-Night float: total of about 4-5 weeks in the year, not all at once
-Cost of living: 1BHK 600-900$/month. 2 bed 2 bath in Burton 1000$/month
-BACKDOOR: They like to take TY's into Int Med residency. HOWEVER TY is not the same as Med PGY1. Hence have to repeat PGY1.
-Dental work: covered once per calender year. Start the year and get it done in Aug. Then get it done again in Jan/Feb


Cons
-Living in Flint: Closest fun place is Ann Arbor/Lansing/Troy. Have to drive. Lonely. Residents live in Grand Blank
-No support after TY, no one here is into Anesthesia. Anesthesia at this hospital is done by a private group of physicians. CRNA training program exists, Anesth elective available in TY but no support if no Anesth residency lined up after
-Didactics based on the specialty you are rotating through in that month. Therefore, no structure. No idea which set of lectures you will have at which rotation.
-1/3 TY class do not match further. Support? On avg, most 'find something eventually'
-No away electives.
-4 blocks electives, vacation must be taken ALL AT ONCE and in an elective block.
-Call can be once every 3 days. Till 10pm.
-'What's missing?' 'No subspecialties like cardio'
-NEED A CAR
-IPD peds and IP ICU can be tough. Cap at 4-6. NO ICU DIDACTICS AT ALL. ICU team= 1 attending/senior resident+2 seniors+2 interns. 12 hours overnight call.

TY Schedule
EM 1 block
CCU 1 block
Int Med 2 blocks
Ped OPD 1 block
Ped IPD 1 block
OBGYN 1 block
Geriatrics 1 block
Electives 4 blocks

INTERVIEWS: They really wanted to feel us out. Very probing, tried to be tough on us.

PD: Case 75 yo male, pre anesthetic check up, Said im a strong candidate,  but might have visa issues. 'You have done your homework, you have come well prepared'

Acad Officer: Behavioral. Hardest decision I made. Something weird about america. What makes your personality unique. What would you change about yourself. How would you spend a billion dollars. Said I was 'detailed'.

Chief Res: Asked how I spend free time. Asked won't anesthesia be repetitive. Asked about time management skills.

Dr HG: Why anes, what rotations have you got in mind. questions on geriatrics (highlight this). 'You have done your homework, you have a clear plan, that is good.' SHOWED HIM THE MAG.

IMPRESSION: they liked me more than I liked them. I'm happy not studying at Flint. There's no advantage to coming here, ESPECIALLY if I don't match to anesthesia.

CURRENT RANKING:
1. Metrohealth Anes, Cleveland. H1B possible, requires prelim
2. Henry Ford Anes, Detroit, H1B possible, categorical
3. New York Methodist Anes Brooklyn, out of match, H1b only if already sponsored, req prelim
4. Metrowest TY, Framingham, only J/ Griffin Hosp, Derby Int Med, H1B possible
5. UIC MGH Surgery, Chicago, only J
6. St Agnes, Baltimore Int Med, H1B possible
7. Uni at Buffalo Sisters of Charity, Buffalo Int Med, J1 only
8. Hurley Med Ctr, Flint TY. H1B possible
9.Bronx-Lebanon, NYC, Surgery H1B possible

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Case and Henry Ford

CASE WESTERN/Metrohealth
I was skeptical: this is Cleveland.
Interviewed with 7 others. I was the only one that needed a visa. 3 current surgery residents were interviewing for anesthesia. There were 3 Caribbean students, US citizens. I was the only foreigner.
There were only 4 candidates at dinner, with around 6-8 residents. Candid residents. Very friendly. Talked openly.
·         PROS:
o   H1 B possible
o   Residents are happy, very confident, camaraderie+, they hang out downtown a lot. Mix of married and single residents.
o   TRAUMA experience so intense. Level 1 trauma. Important Burns center in Cleveland. TRAUMA ANESTHESIA!! NICU level 3 (highest level). High risk OB.
o   County hospital, so mix of LES and HES patients.
o   Newly renovated ORs (2004), new anesthesia machines. Apollo drager. >20 ORs
o   28 attendings~21 residents.
o   CWRU students rotate, also students from other schools.
o   GYM in the hospital, 45$/month. Access to Veale recreation center, also access to all of CASE resources: Lib/Labs etc
o   Insurance with no extra charge for vision/dental plans
o   FINANCIALLY STABLE, and expanding.
o   Great Sim lab: Dummies. Plus might get a new USG training module.
o   Great didactics: 4/ week. Lectures staggered based on year. CA1 have separate basic lectures. CA2 and 3 have advanced lectures.
o   No fellows, so lots of autonomy, CCF fellows come to metrohealth and are overwhelmed by trauma. Not so for residents here. However no sink or swim attitude. ‘Residents work as fellows’
o   Fellowship placements are high: including Johns Hopkins, UPMC, Uni of Iowa.
o   All surgical specialties are equally representated. Lots of regional done here
o   CA1 49,000 CA2 50,000 CA3 53,000.
o   No SRNA training here
21 attendings ~7 residents/class
o   In house moonlighting allowed on the Lifeflight plan
o   Outside moonlighting is also permitted
o   Lots of really sick patients, and so lots of confidence
o   CA3: 6m elective time. Can do research, but they are not very interested in research electives. They don’t care about not doing research but if you do research then they support you fully. One faculty is into research. Research is clinical oriented, not basic science! GREAT
o   CA1 1500$/year for books/tablet. CA2 and 3 2000$/year
o   Meal cards 90$/month.
o   Vacation time can be scheduled in one day increments, no need to take 2 or 4 weeks ‘blocks’ off
o   If presenting at a conference: Days off NOT taken from vacation, financial support for travel and hotel.
o   Board Exam: paid based on ITE results. 30 percentile get 50% off, 40 percentile get 75%off, 50 percentile get 100% cost waived
o   Board pass rate is much higher than national avg.
o   Anesth run ICU rotation in CA2 at VA hospital
o   Supportive, stable leadership. Residents run the residency. Feedback is taken and worked upon.
o   They mix up cases throughout training, so for eg: Even though on neuro cases, might be OB call. So constantly ‘in touch’ with clinical cases.

·         CONS
o   Bottom heavy program: CA1 intense work. Get in at 5:30am, get out at 6:30pm. Call can be upto 8/month. 24 hour calls.
o   CA1 get 7-8 calls/month, CA2 5-7/month, CA3 3-5/month
o   Cleveland
o   No prelim year linked here.
o   CA1 gets out at 6pm, CA2 at 5pm, CA3 at 4pm

INTERVIEWS
Dr T: Went over my entire app with me. Asked about how I figured out the electives on my own, scheduled them etc. He seemed to like that I had planned everything out. Said I was better than the other international applicants. ‘You are self driven and self motivated and that will get you far’. I showed him the magazine. Asked how I would deal with the pressures of residency.
Dr B: Asked me why I picked anesthesia, asked what I like to read. How often I exercise. Talked about the Hunger games and The Game of Thrones. Books are always better than the movies. What am I looking for in a residency program. Talked about my experience at Case Medical Center ER.
Dr K: ‘Do you have any questions for me’. I asked what kind of prelim they prefer. She said anything, IM is more appropriate. Try to get 2m ICU, 1m ER. Strong Renal, Cardio, Radio, Pulmonology ICU rotations. Asked me about a challenge I had to overcome, What accomplishment I am most proud of. Showed her the Magazine. Asked me to email her later when I have questions.
Dr S, Chairman: Spoke to all of us. He is Indian. Told us that they love the residents, but work is hard. I believe him.
This program is awesome because of the strong focus on trauma and how it will turn me into a rock star anesthesiologist that can deal with ANYTHING.
HAVE TO EMAIL mbecker@metrohealth.org TO ASK WHEN SHE WANTS STEP 3 SCORES FOR h1B VISA PROCESSING.


DETROIT: Henry Ford Hospital, Anes, 12 categorical spots (but only 8 for MD, rest DO)
Cons:
·         Detroit
·         No structured didactics: ‘learn by yourself/read by yourself’
o   ‘scheduled lectures often cancelled’
o   CA1 separate lectures: trying to start but not really happening yet
o   SIM lab: CA1 only thrice a year. CA2/3 : one to two times a year.
o   I really would prefer dedicated didactics.
o   Learning on the job is the norm here. With so many of their residents already having post grad training in Anesthesia, I wonder how I would cope.
·         Only 4m electives in CA3
·         Bottom heavy program, like Metrohealth
·         Community program
·         Peds is low: They have designated peds rotation months at Childrens hospital.  Call during that time is Peds call.  The rest of the time, won’t be dealing with pediatric patients at all. No call,  no general peds cases at Henry Ford.
·         CA1 only neuro  and OB (apart from Gen)
·         CA3 only 4m electives
·         I got a nicer, more laidback vibe from Metrohealth. Metrohealth felt like a more American/white program compared to Detroit.
·         Lots of IMGs at Detroit. All Indians here have previous post grad training in home country.
·         Sladen library: ‘terrible place’ 17th floor, only 9 to 5 timings. BUT everything available remotely with a username and password.
·         Call rooms: basic, bunk beds. Anes resident hangout areas are small, cramped.
·         SIM Center exposure: ‘In CA-1 maybe 3 times/year’
·         3 weeks vacation/year, they like you to take it in 1 week blocks. ‘Sometimes you can get 2 weeks at a time.’ Sick days are taken out of this 3 week vacation.
·         35 attendings~36 residents
·         ITE yearly. Mock oral boards in CA1,2,3. Individually, I will only get a chance to practice about once/year.
·          
Pros:
·         H1B possible
·         Transplants, start by beginning of CA2, Livers+, Intra op MRI.
·         Residents seem happy, lots of clinical experience. Residents say it is a welcoming program.
·         High risk OB, Level 1 trauma
·         No problem meeting numbers. They do more ASA3 cases than avg: This means the residents are constantly dealing with sicker, higher acuity patients. ASA 1 is lower.
·         More regional anesthesia: also implies sicker patients that can’t handle GA.
·         No 24 hour call
·         Intern year includes interesting things: Int Med, Nephro, ENT, Cardio, Pulm, EM, Critical care, Pain med, Transfusion med, Preop clinic, Anesthesia in final month
·         Good orientation, lots of autonomy
·         Fellowship in Cardiothoracic anesth, Pain medicine.
·         Moonlighting possible after cardiac month in CA 2
·         EPIC
·         LOTS of ICU experience. Lots of rooms, patient pathology is incredible. Lots of experience.
·         Resident housing. ~800$/month. Directly behind henry ford hospital. Basement of hospital almost connected to the housing facility. BUT it only accommodates aout 20% of physicians. Usually in short supply. Might need to make transition arrangements for June, July.
·         PGY1 48G, PGY2 49G, PGY3 52G, PGY4 54G
·         Professional devp fund for step 3, iPad, Books, journals, abstract fees. Professional society dues. $300 for PGY 1,2. $1250 for PGY3,4.
·         Iphones for hospital communication: email/text/calls
·         Grads are comfortable going into pvt practice/fellowships. Some ate Henry Ford Hospital faculty.
·         High pass rate for ABA.
·         Good eval process: electronic evals, intra day debriefing. Feedback is given early so time to improve during the same rotation.
·         No SRNAs
·         Many opportunities to teach.
·         No major changes expected, apart from better CA1 didactics for the Basic exam
·         Non clinical responsibilities: presentations at grand rounds, presenting a paper/poster. Need not be published. No one pushes for publication.
·         Sim lab exists
·         Diverse residents, lots of Indians, I will feel ‘at home’
INTERVIEWS: ‘Behavioral’
Dr GA: Challenging patient, How did you organize elective rotations, medical education. Situation where you had to speak up. ‘I have a good understsanding of your work ethic’
Dr WA: speed vs accuracy and why. Deficit in medical training. Working smart and working hard.
Dr AS: Chief resident. Talked about Indian jokes, Dealing with conflict in the workplace. Getting along. Why anesthesia. Said he likes me.

Dr DG: Talked about the comparison between Henry Ford and Hopkins. Mistakes made at the workplace. Talked about what I want from a residency program. I expressed a strong interest in Henry Ford. Said I would fit in well, that he likes me.

CURRENT RANKING:
1. Metrohealth Anes, Cleveland. H1B possible, requires prelim
2. Henry Ford Anes, Detroit, H1B possible, categorical
3. New York Methodist Anes Brooklyn, out of match, H1b only if already sponsored, req prelim
4. Metrowest TY, Framingham, only J/ Griffin Hosp, Derby Int Med, H1B possible
5. UIC MGH Surgery, Chicago, only J
6. St Agnes, Baltimore Int Med, H1B possible
7. Uni at Buffalo Sisters of Charity, Buffalo Int Med, J1 only
8.Bronx-Lebanon, NYC, Surgery H1B possible

Monday, November 18, 2013

Buffalo and Chicago FIND OUT ABOUT VISA STATUS FOR BOTH THESE PROGRAMS

BUFFALO

CONS -only J1 sponsored, residents seemed boring/bored. No enthusiasm. Buffalo weather. 

PD Woodman: 'I know you want anesth but if you dont get it then you are going to end up in our program as a categorical. I am interviewing you as a potential categorical candidate. Great english. Good communication skills is the key to success. We prepare you for the realities of private practice'

Dr  Chrzanowski: Syncopal man, case discussion. Why anesthesia. 'You are very pleasant, very personable, I'm sure you will do well. Good luck'

Chief Resident: very formal, asked all the 'regular' questions, what do you do in your free time etc. Talked about the program a lot. 

IMPRESSION:
Residents confident. Didactics are regular, non punitive, resident led discussions. Residents are happy, feel confident going into private practice. Two different hospitals, wide spectrum of experience. Teaching about insurance and coding is part of learning. Resident cap is 20. Intern cap is almost the same. No dedicated ICU. Non teaching patients exist, have to be cared for. 

UIC MGH General surgery

PD Dr Maker: 'Can you tie a knot, can you do an H&P? Will you be able to deal with this residency? What does your name mean and other bullshit.'
Dr Z: We talked about travelling on the interview trail/why surgery/why anesthesia/PGY1 support as anesthesia prelim
Dr Sbr: Travelling/teaching residents/reasons to leave India/reasons to stay in Chicago
Dr Sal: Why anesthesia/why surgery/what do I like about anesthesia/where do I see myself in the future/tell me about your family. Compelling personality, it's yours if you want it.

Best interview experience so far. 
>30 candidates, however the interview was so well structured that I felt that they got to know me well.

Pros
They love me
Chicago
the chance to do surgery for a year
Completely hands on
PGY1 get several times the required case experience in ORs~ min 75 cases LOG-able. 
Extremely well structured didactics
4 diff hospitals in the city
Access to UIC labs/lib
Mentors at each hospital
'coach, not critique
FAMILY, v serious one at that. 
once/month mock orals (useful to me?)
$700/month housing
Trauma present
Faculty focussed on teaching, if they dont teach, then fired
1m Anesthesia in PGY1
No scut
PGY1 48,000

Cons
No PGY1 elective
Surgery: lots of work/no free time/tons of experience
J1 visa ONLY. no negotiation
Car needed for Lutheran Hosp

I really like the place, and the temptation to live in Chicago is great
However, SURGERY and J visa....

1 NY Methodist Anes
2 Metrowest TY/Griffin IM
3 UIC MGH Surgery
4 St Agnes IM
5 Uni at Buffalo Sisters of Charity IM 
6 Bronx Lebanon Surgery

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

First Anesth interview

New York Methodist Hospital
Park slope, Brooklyn

OVERALL IMPRESSION:
Walked into the hospital, promptly got lost.  No arrows for directions. Staff was very helpful, however had to ask three times before finally entering the right room.
Program Coordinator said hello, made me sit in the little common room type area. This area was small, had a few chairs around a table, a computer, a kitchenette with a K cup coffee maker and microwave. Met 2 attendings and 1 resident hanging out there. Talked with them while waiting to be called for my interview.

The program in general felt very CRAMPED

This visit was not an 'event' that was scheduled, I felt like I was intruding on their regular day by being there. There was no official introduction to the program.
PD walked in looking for Dr Punia, I stood up and said 'That's me'. He said 'That is incorrect, you should say THAT IS I', I apologized and walked into the room. He continued to correct my language throughout the duration of the interview. He was gruff, seemed like he was nodding off while the other faculty member (indian) interviewed me. Several phone calls interrupted his session with me.

THE INTERVIEW
-Very clinical. She asked me how I usually perform a lumbar puncture, what gauge needle(!), how I intubate patients. What if I cannot intubate. She asked me Why the US. Why Anesthesia. She asked about my US clinical experience. What else I did during my time in med school.
While describing my LP technique I mentioned that 'The assistant helps me load the Lidocaine' and she snorted and made fun of the fact that my training institution had someone 'assisting'.

-He asked me about how I got my clinical electives, I explained. Then he wanted to know if I had questions. Most of my questions he countered with 'How is this relevant to you' or 'Why do you want to know'. This 'why do you care' attitude made me feel very intimidated and I was afraid to raise all the issues I wanted to raise.

Why no Match? Because he doesn't like the rules, doesn't think the system works well. 'we are the only program out of the match' he said proudly. 'Because I'm an ornery cuss! You'll have to look that up' he said. DEAR GOD.

What don't you do? Not too much chest surgery, and no transplants. No elective opportunities to fulfill this curiousity. Transplant rotation is not necessary for board certification. Trauma experience from outside, westchester. Too much neuro at the moment.

Where are your residents? mix of private practice, fellowships, and some choose to stay on and work at Methodist.

Didactic schedule? An hour everyday 5d/week, grand rounds on tuesday, ONE board review course. He is very focused on the residents being well prepared for the boards. He said 'You wont have the time to do electives as a resident. You wont have time to do research. You have to study and prepare for the boards. I wont let you take electives unless you are exceptionally good at your previous tests'
ITE must be taken at the end of PGY1. WTF.

Research? No research. IF you want a big name, or want to get into academia, then look elsewhere.

Any changes? 'who can tell the future', Some faculty leave, some stay. Things change sometimes. Why do you care.

He kept emphasizing that you get from this what you put in.

Did not have the courage to talk about the accreditation history.

They do not begin an H1B sponsorship but they will continue it if sponsored. Otherwise have to do J. They match for advanced. I can do a prelim at Methodist but it will have to be on a J. Otherwise get into an H1B prelim (Griffin? ) and then transfer to NYC.

RESIDENT:
Seemed a little ADHD but he took us on a detailed tour. He seemed happy.

Cramped ORs. But close to 20 rooms in 3 diff locales: Main OR, ambulatory OR and OBGYN. They have CRNAs and SRNAs that are in training. Medical students rotate through as well. There is a VAST VAST diversity of cases you might have to work on during the day.

EXCELLENT in terms of clinical exposure, esp with OB. CA1 did 180 epidurals in three months. Very strong REGIONAL ANESTHESIA rotation too. OB chief trained at Brigham and Womens. He said 'We have people here that trained at big names like Columbia, and we all concur that the resident training here is superior. We just don't have a big name.'

Resident said research is a big part of the process, DIAMETRICALLY OPPOSITE to what the program director told me.

Housing is subsidized if you manage to get it, my resident did not get it and so has to pay full rent elsewhere.

Did not ask about conferences.

Free lunch everyday in conference room.

No EMR in the OR (paper charting of cases) but the hospital has EMR

Lots of autonomy once you prove yourself.

Long, long hours, busy busy rotations.

Call about 8times/month.

On OB days, call can go for 24 hours (OMG!)

Met one resident, she's going to a peds fellowship next year. She said she felt supported during her residency.

Lots of brown faces at this program.

Overall, I felt very uncomfortable during my interview. I don't know if they did that to see how I would deal with the situation or if they really treat the residents that way. I don't have a great feeling about the program, it felt very fragmented.
However the idea of living in Brooklyn, building a life year, a family: very tempting idea.

They want me to schedule a second look: 'If you are seriously considering working here, please consider coming back for a second look'

I am going to schedule this later in December I think.

Overall I'd rank this the highest, but only because it's giving me a shot at doing what I really want to do: Anesthesia.

Rankings:
1 NY Methodist Anes
2 Metrowest TY/Griffin IM
3 St Agnes IM
4 Bronx Lebanon Surgery

EDIT
Other people that interviewed there felt the same way, in fact felt worse about the experience than I did. No one else I know is scheduling a second look.
Apparently the current Chief resident advised the applicants not to work there at any cost, especially if they had better options.
Program was on probation earlier because of lack of research. Chief resident was the only one working on research and did not feel supported in any way.

Monday, November 11, 2013

3 Interviews last week!

GRIFFIN HOSPITAL Prelim IM (9spots, received more than 4000 applications):
Very supportive of H1B visas, PD ‘uses them to lure in better candidates’, ‘Congress is trying to make the 3 year waiver job into 5 years’
PD is KMC, Mangalore alumnus (1997), she knew FiPa, had a conversation about that.
                -Asked me how many Anes interviews since ‘if more than half my intern year doesn’t match to advanced then I end up with a very distracted class’
                -She wants my Step 3 scores for H1B
Second Interviewer: asked me
                -Challenging situation in life and how I dealt with it
                -How was my clinical experience in the US different from in India
                -Have there been situations where I disagreed with my seniors, how did I deal with that
                -‘I see that you don’t have any research in your application’
                -How would you break bad news to a patient
                -Has a patient ever had a problem working with you
                -Overall this interview: I did not feel satisfied with my performance, level of answering.
Paid orientation, begins June 15th
$200 towards handheld computers
Best places to work, Fortune 500
33residents: 8 faculty
PLANETREE, Reminds me of Vasant Valley
Research grants ++
Strong support from Yale, Yale curriculum
Flexible electives: 6w. I get 4w of floors.
Physician Advisor
Residents: Happy to be working here, enjoy the relaxed hours, floors can be hectic but not too bad.

BRONX LEBANON HOSPITAL CENTER Gen Sur Prelim
They interview 16 ppl/week for 8 weeks, rank everyone that interviews, They prefer Step 3.
Interviews went well.
1.       Was asked to manage pneumothorax, asked about sports, what would I do if I disagreed with  my senior about the diagnosis
2.       Was asked about British Viceroys, why anesthesia, why general surgery. ‘We can’t say anything bad about your application. Let us know when you are planning to take Step 3’
Lots of pathology
No outside rotations for prelims
ICU is open ICU, shared by all services
12-15 surgical patients/day. Additional consults. = about 25 patients/day
No dedicated research time
PGY1 – 150 cases
No Sim lab YET, they are working on it
INTERIM CHAIRMAN
Trauma Level 2
They say they provide support to residents to enter a residency
Attendings like to teach, 1 Conference per year paid for, $320 for annual book fund, extra salary $1400/year towards food- this is ridiculously low!
RESIDENT:
Not much time to study
Lots of scut work, blood draws. Nurses relationship not good. They won’t push anti HTNsives in the ward. Will push Morphine.
On floors at night, transport is the resident’s responsibility
Trouble logging cases ‘have to fight to hold camera port’
Didactics are ‘sit down and discuss’, not powerpoint prepared lectures
Only TWO other women in the program

METROWEST MEDICAL CENTER, TRANSITIONAL YEAR
Enjoyed the location and the feel of the hospital
Interviews went well.
1.       Peds: She asked me if I had questions and we talked about resident responsibilities. She explained the call schedule on Peds
2.       PD: We laughed together a lot. Talked about scutwork, PAP smears, showed him my magazine. He got me email of alumnus from KMC that went to Metrowest. He seemed very approachable, nice to work with

The PC said it would be so nice to have you here, you would fit in well.
FLEXIBLE ELECTIVES! 3 months
RESIDENTS: Medicine floors hectic, ICU q2 Call, but great pathology, great attendings to work with. They like the schedules, enjoy the proximity to Boston. ‘It is possible to have a life outside of medicine’
5m Med, 3m peds, 1m ER, 3m electives
Peds: Not very sick babies, mostly well babies.
Can develop teaching skills, teach the Tufts/BU students
NO EMR yet!
Free parking, stack of lunch cards
Cafeteria food not that great


CURRENT PROGRAM RANKING
1.       Metrowest TY (because location, and TY)
2.       Griffin IM (Planetree, work environment, invested PD)
3.       St Agnes IM

4.       Bronx Lebanon GS (because it’s the Bronx and its Surgery)

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Bus: DC to Boston

The beginning of my third week in the US. Here I am, this lonely traveler, backpacking through strange and unknown territory. A backpacker with a trolley-bag instead of a backpack. I rely on moments of comfort from the company of friends, but these are few and far between. Hard to come by, these oases of affection in this desert of unfamiliarity and loneliness.

The last few days were well spent in the company of close friends. Family, almost. I realized how much difference this can make once it was time for me to leave this morning. With a heavy heart and heavy footsteps, I reconciled myself to being on my own again.

I’m on a bus to Boston. DC to Boston is an eleven hour bus ride, and as I watched the cities flash past my windows, slowly I regained some peace. Thank god for bus rides! The physical act of putting distance between myself and a place with strong memories (whether good or bad) always helps me distance myself emotionally and mentally. In this respect, Chicago will be a difficult experience this time round. The city feels like a self-destructive and occasionally bad tempered old friend. I have learnt to watch my step in Chicago.

But for now: always looking forward, looking forward.

This next week brings with it three interviews in three different states. I start at Framingham, MA and move to NYC and then to Derby, CT. Significant travel time involved, lots of bus trips. Interspersed are a few hours with friends at Boston and at NYC.

I also simply MUST get around to planning the last week of November. I know I’m going to be in Chicago, but I have to get to Cleveland, Detroit and Flint within a span of ten days. (How?)

Yes, I feel adventurous. I am a sojourner.  When I think of how l will get to tell the story in February when I’m done, it makes me feel incredulous. How much of it will I actually remember?

I am trying very hard not to lose sight of what my REAL aims are (apart from the residency thing). I have to prove to myself:

Yes, I can take care of myself when I’m alone and amongst strangers for long periods of time. Yes, I am responsible enough and self-disciplined enough to prioritize. To accomplish my goals with excellence.

This is my ultimate challenge for the next 4 months. This is the talisman that I cannot overlook, the force that keeps me steady.